Forever 10 at 24

Gone
and I wish I could forget

To see your spark in my kids
slowly chips away my soul

Did you know?
Were you scared?

I heard you on the phone
I am the last one alive who heard your voice
What did you say?
What could I have said?

I don’t want to imagine you as an adult
it just reminds me that you never became you

Stolen, just like your sister

I want to hate for this
but it just turns to anger

Burning, unquenchable anger

Against who?
Me?
Him?
Her?
Them?

Unfocused and growing forever

3 thoughts on “Forever 10 at 24

      1. Glad you were able to get it out of your head. We need it. We suffer more by keep everything inside. There are truly amazing people out there who relates and understands.

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